I cannot find ways to talk sometimes and express my thoughts , writing gets everything out .
If I could write what’s in my head so much about me you’d understand .
Stop being offended when I can’t talk , I cannot tie my shoes , but I can write five page detailed papers on theology .
I am labeled retarded and people try to shame me , my thoughts move faster than the output of my words I cannot always speak what matches my thoughts I cannot hold a rag flat I have to ball it up
I see things differently
And I modify what you say
You talk and it’s a puzzle
I laugh at the wrong moments
I talk to you without ever looking at your face
I never leave my house unless it’s Wednesday
I hate noise
I hate crowds
I have a teddy bear
I hate things that are loud
Colors shouldn’t mix unless we are talking about race
Food shouldn’t touch unless it’s casserole
Ice cream tastes like milk milk I do not drink milk comes back up milk tastes to strong
Milk is in cheese no cheese for me please
I cannot tell time
I do not comprehend math
But I can write speeches presentable for presidents
Don’t get mad if I don’t talk it’s a task for me my ears are fine but your words are a puzzle
Scrambled as they come to me
I’m trying to fit the peices
Stop calling me retarded I am not retarded
I just see the world differently and sometimes have fits just give me a pen and paper so I can help you understand it .