When people touch me , I am blank.
I feel hollow .
I love you’s are repulsive
Everyday chit chat is irritating
Screaming makes me pace
Sexual Comprehension is paralyzing , perplexing and empty .
When water falls from my eyes it is always delayed
Dating is like winter, cold with an absent sun
Comprehension in a relationship , like being in the eye of a hurricane , I always damage someone.
Don’t be upset if I stop Speaking , I cannot stay afloat.
Sometimes there is nothing to say but a lot in my head my mouth has the inability to express it but my need is ink and a pen instead.
To bring you into my world To show you what I don’t know how to say , hoping that my behavior doesn’t hurt anyone so much that they walk away .
I don’t want a friend.
I don’t want to talk sometimes the constant communication is exhausting and from people I just cut off .
If you want to understand me watch a speech or feel the music , read a blog or study the stars that is the land in which I live , where everything makes sense but trying to keep up with a friendships or relationships is overload to my senses .
Please don’t pressure to get to know people, build friendships or commit
Everything becomes so tangled and I start to lose sense of it .
When people touch me I am blank , I feel hollow .
But give me a Joe Kennedy III speech and the world makes sense .
When people say I love you it repulses me in a sense .
But Shawn Mendes perfectly wrong for me song makes complete sense .